tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post1302803458796912151..comments2023-10-23T22:03:55.915+01:00Comments on Candycan and Co...: Crying is weird and I'm scared of everythingCandycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11829509163881070649noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-43769550889189865462011-09-16T03:24:38.089+01:002011-09-16T03:24:38.089+01:00I can sense a different tone and choice of words f...I can sense a different tone and choice of words from usual Candy, so I'm glad you said that about the influence. I don't cry much either, but my eyes often 'leak' as yours do too. I can sense in this whole post that you are criticizing yourself for everything you write and everything you feel. That is very painful and happens to me also. <br /><br />Last week after therapy I felt my T no longer liked me, because he looked stern, so I wrote him an email and asked. He said he did still like me, all parts, and what a relief that was. Stupid but effective. It's a horrible feeling to think the T doesn't like you. <br /><br />You seem to have a really responsible job which is fantastic. My own job is OK but I can goof off a fair bit, and I really need to do that unfortunately. Take care, hope you feel better.ellenhttp://www.shyandblue.blogspot.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-35156735805976228992011-09-15T11:34:19.594+01:002011-09-15T11:34:19.594+01:00((Candy)) Big hugs!
I don't like the hairdres...((Candy)) Big hugs! <br />I don't like the hairdresser, it just never works out right! And I am a bit uncomfortable with staring at myself in that mirror too! It makes me very self conscious, so I go once a year and my hair is almost down to my butt. (I do like it long)<br />The part with the GP - ouch. It is so hard when you are trying your best and someone suggests you aren't. I understand not wanting to share all the details, but I worked as an Lic. Practical Nurse for 13 years, so I have had a few experiences kind of like that. It really stinks because you feel like you've failed. I think its kind a revictimization, and maybe that GP will be a little less accusitory in the future. I hope you got a little sleep :)Sandyhttp://sanativescribe.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-25191126491157042632011-09-14T19:29:44.741+01:002011-09-14T19:29:44.741+01:00I have not been diagnosed with DID, but much of yo...I have not been diagnosed with DID, but much of your blog describes similar experiences that I have both in therapy and daily life. So thank you for writing what you do. I feel less alone. This blog describes exactly my experience. Crying is hard. In fact I have a chronic lung condition where my lungs produce large quantities of mucus. (Your lungs have the same mucus produsing cells as your nose). By not crying out loud, I now think I cried inside my lungs and caused long term damage. But in the past 2 years as I have learned to cry my lungs have been much clearer and I have been much healthier. Crying is good but it is still scary and hard.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com