tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post9191986025495492642..comments2023-10-23T22:03:55.915+01:00Comments on Candycan and Co...: I want to be alone, I love my teddy and my friend is a dickCandycanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11829509163881070649noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-809779465676519392011-04-28T23:04:27.553+01:002011-04-28T23:04:27.553+01:00LOL well I'm kinda glad its not just me, not t...LOL well I'm kinda glad its not just me, not that I'd wish for anyone to feel lonely. I kind of swing between the 'its too much effort' way of thinking and 'ohh I'm so alone!' feeling. I think there are varying opinions in me of what friendship means and should or shouldnt be. I think I also avoid getting close to ppl because I see that as risky; people can hurt you then. Thanks for commenting guys :)Candycanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11829509163881070649noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-80019608877040387212011-04-28T21:00:55.704+01:002011-04-28T21:00:55.704+01:00New follower with parts. I just came across your ...New follower with parts. I just came across your blog. I have 0 friends so don't feel bad. I think it's hard with DID to trust, maintain, and be real in relationships. Thank you for being brave enough to share your thoughts. I'll definitely be back!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-11804200440445904812011-04-28T21:00:55.227+01:002011-04-28T21:00:55.227+01:00New follower with parts. I just came across your ...New follower with parts. I just came across your blog. I have 0 friends so don't feel bad. I think it's hard with DID to trust, maintain, and be real in relationships. Thank you for being brave enough to share your thoughts. I'll definitely be back!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8576170691178435057.post-40989832919590531032011-04-27T23:10:44.001+01:002011-04-27T23:10:44.001+01:00This is going to sound awful and I apologise I'...This is going to sound awful and I apologise I'n advance for being a twat - <b>thank God</b> someone else finds friendship to be a nuisance! I really thought I was alone in that.<br /><br />I have three good 'real life' friends. One lives in London so I have an excuse not to see him; one lives a mere few miles away but works two jobs and spends every spare minute with his girlfriend; the third, however, is to all intents and purposes alone in the world apart from his immediate family and me. He works part-time so is available to meet fairly often...but, much as I like him, I find excuses to avoid him on a frequent basis. It's not fair on him, but it's so much <b>effort</b>. I hate being out of the house in crowds and having to force myself to behave like a normal person.<br /><br />Unfortunately I was stupid enough to give said friend access to my blog, so I can't even whinge there!<br /><br />Still working through your archives :)Pandorahttp://serialinsomniac.comnoreply@blogger.com